Where to start....

its been a few weeks I think since ive blogged....... sorry.

Now........ I just finished the it book. Good book. You should read it.

I posted not too long ago about how I want God to use me to do big things (no not the big things most people think of, but kingdom things, meaningful things, everlasting things)

Things I want to commit to.
1. Be a freaking friend!! No I dont feel like Ive been valued enough by my friends (growing up was a whole nother issue) but that doesnt change my value, and that will not stop me from being the best friend I can be to others who need someone to love, encourage, and challenge them.
2. Start freaking failing!! I have already started thinking this into fruition, but I am not trying hard enough. Pastor Michael shot down an idea recently, but I'm not done thinking it through and then I'm going back to Him.
3. Freaking say what God is telling me to freaking say!! This one speaks again to my insecurities and self-conscience-ness. But I will not be afraid to be vulnerable and sound silly for the sake of life-change and loving God and people.
4. Be who God has made me!! It hurts, is scary, I still don't really know who I am (seriously), and sometimes I don't really like who I am (the flesh anyways), but God made me who I am. I will stop being ashamed to just be me. That might not be hard for you, but it is for me. Satan has done everything He can to destroy me everyday of my life, even today. He's scared of what God has put in me, and that's a freaking fact!

Fini.

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