and it hurts a little sometimes to have to remember and confess that I am not in ministry because I am a world-changing leader, solely-gifted musician, or heart-piercing teacher (through God I can be any of those things, but not alone). Matter of fact I swear it seems that every time I miss a Sunday God shows up more than the weeks before, and people are blowing water out their face faster than the Hoover Dam. But this ain't about me. Honestly I have to accept that other leaders (Sarah and John) are extremely gifted when it comes to certain things. Specifically Sarah and her special songs, jeesh. She has a talent for picking songs that fit her perfect and just smash your heart to pieces. She's a beautiful singer, and God has really gifted her for worship. Sarah and John continue to teach me not to judge a song by its..... well, anything. They are naturally gifted is what I am trying to say, and I am very thankful for their calling and giftings. I strive to continually learn from them and others who have naturally what I have to learn.
