have been kinda quiet, I know. Sorry, but a lot has been going on church wise and personally. After this weekend, that was awesome, I thought I'd take a few minutes and spill some thoughts.
1. Why do I have so much energy? It was said at church today that Christians are the ones who instead of being broken they should be able to stand and say Christ has saved and redeemed me in the midst of my humanity. Well, I can at least be an example of that physically. We had a crazy week at church. I'm talking physical work every day for the daycare and just for the church as well. So I get to Friday and work a full maintenance day (still had 1 or 2 things to do when we left Friday, shhhhh don't tell Pastor) and then we went mountain biking for a few hours, Ricardo, Pastor Michael, and I, doing some pretty intense trails chasing @garlanddavis and his dad Kent. So I go home and play video games until 2:30 in the morning, which should have wrecked my Saturday, right? Ashley wakes me up at 8am and She and I go on a breakfast and a movie date 'til 12:30. While Breanne naps Ashley and I catch a 20 min. power nap. Great but not able to save from exhaustion within its self. We then head over to St. Pete to go to the beach with my Dad, Stepmom, and Brother.
Sidenote- this was Breanne's first trip to the beach and we had a blast. She played in the sand, chased birds, hung with me in the water, then ate some sand, which thankfully, she didn't like. Plus I had a daddy moment as I stripped her down and showered her off with me. Now I will clean other people's kids, but a. not in a public shower b. not with them naked and c. not whilst people watch. I loved every second of it.
So we do the beach thing (if you have kids you know its WORK) and ended up not getting back to Tampa until after 10:30, shower ourselves, watch the tube, pass out, go and serve the church. After church I cooked out for my fam, devin, angela, brenda, and matt. I cooked good too. We then hit 2 stores, and head out for the cookout and mountain biking tonight. I'm still wanting to go hit the single diamond track as I write.
Why do I have so much energy? It's not just from biking, cuz I've been noticing it the last couple of weeks. I love it.
2. Due to some personal things going on right now I am appreciating serving both behind the scenes more, and learning to appreciate leading from the stage more. So much more. I am excited to clean our back building tomorrow. I normally see the honor in serving in such a way, but really I am thankful to be doing it lately. I also am seeing the PRIVILEGE that it is to be able to get on that stage and share my life, my relationship with God, and my personal worship with the church. I am sooooo blessed!! And I want to do it so much more humbly, sincerely, effectively, lovingly, God-honoring-ly :)
3. I can't wrap my head around the fact that I am going to be a father of two. It definitely makes me feel old. I am sooo blessed though.
4. I want to live this life to the fullest. Chasing God, that is. Loving my family, wife first, that is. Sincerely and Passionately, Loving God's people, that is. But I am seeing the importance of consistency, perseverance, and PATIENCE. I suck at that last one. I did have a mini revelation friday coming back from biking though. I saw that I am only 24, 25 in days, and that there are a lot of reasons not to rush things. I just get almost freaked out because so many things are SOOOOOOOOO important, like not wasting a single day of this precious life, and not letting a single sin or habit steal our focus from God.
5. God is BEAUTIFUL and I want nothing more that to grovel in His dirt. To absolutely be His SLAVE. To truly WORSHIP Him as my 1 IDOL, GOD, KING, MASTER, OWNER. I am His belonging and that is good enough for me. To be near Him. To reflect and redirect any glory I can to Him. Just look at HIS creations!!! They are countless!!!
So many of those words are absolutely meaningless in our culture, church and American culture equally.
This ended up being an outpouring of me, kinda all around. I hope it is beneficial to you.
1. Why do I have so much energy? It was said at church today that Christians are the ones who instead of being broken they should be able to stand and say Christ has saved and redeemed me in the midst of my humanity. Well, I can at least be an example of that physically. We had a crazy week at church. I'm talking physical work every day for the daycare and just for the church as well. So I get to Friday and work a full maintenance day (still had 1 or 2 things to do when we left Friday, shhhhh don't tell Pastor) and then we went mountain biking for a few hours, Ricardo, Pastor Michael, and I, doing some pretty intense trails chasing @garlanddavis and his dad Kent. So I go home and play video games until 2:30 in the morning, which should have wrecked my Saturday, right? Ashley wakes me up at 8am and She and I go on a breakfast and a movie date 'til 12:30. While Breanne naps Ashley and I catch a 20 min. power nap. Great but not able to save from exhaustion within its self. We then head over to St. Pete to go to the beach with my Dad, Stepmom, and Brother.
Sidenote- this was Breanne's first trip to the beach and we had a blast. She played in the sand, chased birds, hung with me in the water, then ate some sand, which thankfully, she didn't like. Plus I had a daddy moment as I stripped her down and showered her off with me. Now I will clean other people's kids, but a. not in a public shower b. not with them naked and c. not whilst people watch. I loved every second of it.
So we do the beach thing (if you have kids you know its WORK) and ended up not getting back to Tampa until after 10:30, shower ourselves, watch the tube, pass out, go and serve the church. After church I cooked out for my fam, devin, angela, brenda, and matt. I cooked good too. We then hit 2 stores, and head out for the cookout and mountain biking tonight. I'm still wanting to go hit the single diamond track as I write.
Why do I have so much energy? It's not just from biking, cuz I've been noticing it the last couple of weeks. I love it.
2. Due to some personal things going on right now I am appreciating serving both behind the scenes more, and learning to appreciate leading from the stage more. So much more. I am excited to clean our back building tomorrow. I normally see the honor in serving in such a way, but really I am thankful to be doing it lately. I also am seeing the PRIVILEGE that it is to be able to get on that stage and share my life, my relationship with God, and my personal worship with the church. I am sooooo blessed!! And I want to do it so much more humbly, sincerely, effectively, lovingly, God-honoring-ly :)
3. I can't wrap my head around the fact that I am going to be a father of two. It definitely makes me feel old. I am sooo blessed though.
4. I want to live this life to the fullest. Chasing God, that is. Loving my family, wife first, that is. Sincerely and Passionately, Loving God's people, that is. But I am seeing the importance of consistency, perseverance, and PATIENCE. I suck at that last one. I did have a mini revelation friday coming back from biking though. I saw that I am only 24, 25 in days, and that there are a lot of reasons not to rush things. I just get almost freaked out because so many things are SOOOOOOOOO important, like not wasting a single day of this precious life, and not letting a single sin or habit steal our focus from God.
5. God is BEAUTIFUL and I want nothing more that to grovel in His dirt. To absolutely be His SLAVE. To truly WORSHIP Him as my 1 IDOL, GOD, KING, MASTER, OWNER. I am His belonging and that is good enough for me. To be near Him. To reflect and redirect any glory I can to Him. Just look at HIS creations!!! They are countless!!!
So many of those words are absolutely meaningless in our culture, church and American culture equally.
This ended up being an outpouring of me, kinda all around. I hope it is beneficial to you.
